if only...

the words im sorry could be more powerful...i've said it sooo many times to you that maybe the meaning has worn off to you. when i say sorry i mean from the bottom of my heart that what i done was stupid n i shouldn't have done what i done. it means that i regret ever doing it. n i hold resentment towards myself for doing it. if there was another word that would mean all this then i would use it. i wish there was.

what hurts me...

the most is not that you've called me names or that you've shouted at me or even that you've stopped loving me but because i've hurt you

IM SORRY

im sorry for hurting you the way i do! i don't mean to but it just happens sometimes. i try so hard not to but thats y i end up doing it. im sorry for making you upset. my intentions are not too.your my best friend n i love the fact that you're always here for me when i need you. you are here through good n bad times n dat makes me value you even more. i know i may not show it all the time but you really have made me a stronger person. when ure by my side i feel as if theres nothing that i can't do it. N the best feeling ever is the feeling you give me when we are getting along smiling together..at that time no1 or nothing can bring me down. i've told you before and i will tell you again that u r my sunshine n u brighten up my day so much. without you my day seems so long. your an amazing man in every possible way. i can't even begin to describe how wonderful you are to me. i love you in so many ways. i love you more than i ever have.we've shared laughter and we've shared tears. im sorry for the tears ive caused you. your tears are precious to me n no woman is worthy of dem. n for every tear you've shed over me or cos of me i apologise a thousand times and more. what can i say i am an idiot.

by the way u know who u are!!!

you're my angel